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im so mentally and physically exhausted.

need a hug.

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1.55am

i think theres no greater joy in enjoying your personal space.
late nights alone hanging out the laundry to the music of black eyed peas then nat king cole.
post exams relief coupled with the lovely fact that i can dance cheer eat sleep play yay.
theres so much i want to do,
time to plan alil.
my calendar dates have been filling up pretty rapidly so catch me while you can haha.

quiet contemplation is good,
like food for the soul.
away from the semesters of paper chase,
just a day of solitude is enough satisfaction.
and then you awake to more adventure.
time for the ride of your life.

some updates.

orko's usual post exam get up.
sorry i couldnt make it to zouk.
was too sick.
):



stefano difilipo's latin technique workshop.
how to not swoon at the world latin champ?
hahaha.







then exams took over our lives.







long due photos from our dancesport photoshoot.





CDP theatre assessment.







super rocks la.



trix, heres showing off my new goldenhalf.



love,
saffie.

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:D

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breakfast

hello there.
wah im half scared, half excited about the exams.
the semesters just fly by nowadays,
theres barely time for consideration.
time to study like a rock star,
in pursuit of As and more As.
and just wanted to say i rly love my lit mods this sem,
would be quite a bonus if i did well in all of em.

studies aside,
everything else's been too much of a good thing.









halloween at joyce's with the dancesport darlings.





our legendary series of multi shots,
super stop motion worthy.















our awesome blk 40 bbq supper on a random night.







holga baby.



















our fondue lunch and dinner.
so win.



at the arts house.





love,
saffie.

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chapters

hair today,
and gone tomorrow.
i secretly find it very liberating with a short crop,
even though my ballet teacher wouldnt approve.
well ive seen better days than this,
but still i fall prey to the paper chase.
essay fatigue hits me every weekend,
but thank god for fridays.

to all my favourite people in this world,
its only gonna get bettr okay.
and to the ones i havent had a chance to meet up yet,
i missed yall so much.
decluttering my life was harder than id imagined.

you're not alone here yknow.

orko drinking session one late night.
spilling hearts and whiskey.
happy belated bday to lord kai hahaha.









bel and jiechao's bdays, and gerald's farewell party at SMU.
awesomeness much.











jon's bday, DSA style.

















bye hair.



and you,
you are very much loved.

back to the notes.
and class of CDP101`09 is really quite the best yay.
broadway for suakus on sunday!

love,
saffie.

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butterfly

hullo.
you were dearly missed.

i had quite an awesome recess week,
bukit tabur trekking trip, CDP101 assessment, dancesport tango workshop, mambo with orko lovelies and the likes.

bye hair,
here today and gone tomorrow.
its a feather hairband btw not highlights hahaha.



there,
snippets of the holidays begone.
the week immediately after,
i was bombarded with so many essays it was hard to breathe.









lazy lomo days.











































aye im so weary,
but dance keeps me pretty damn alive.
nothing like flexing some footwork on the dancefloor.
nothing like a midweek rendezvous in the studio hahaha.
eat, sleep, study, sing, dance.
sounds good to me.

wah lau i mustve watched madame butterfly at least thrice this week.

love,
saffie.

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space

hullo.
this is crazy,
but this is kinda nothing new.
rambling weekends filled with insane amounts of peace, love and ice cream;
and sometimes the unraveling of truth, at times heartbreaking yet joyful.
see this is how vague i shall go.
because sometimes the closer you look, the less pretty the sight gets.
dont go having too much expectations,
just smile and bear with me for alil while.
(:

mini cubo outing at brewerkz.
serious death by buffalo wings.











and good brew.





ballet concert!
so proud of the kids!
and the fellow senior girls.
love much.











chunk fest!



more like kite fest.













eh come join hall dance, yall.



goodbye JCRC publicity,
hello D&D co-chair.





wah you have no idea how tiring my lit readings are.
on the other hand, i really really love CDP101.
theatre studies ftw.

cant wait for recess week,
and that lil getaway.
oh and wakeboarding on friday!!!!!

love,
saffie.

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today i thought about everything again,
and it made me want to cry.

but when the first shafts of sunlight comes in,
i'll be fine again.
im braver and stronger than all that.

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spotlight

hello hello.
its been some weekend.
ive spent alot of time thinking, musing,
and have come to the conclusion that nothing beats doing what you love and loving what you do.
that aside, and the expectations that others have bestowed upon you.
too many factors come into consideration,
guess i couldve been none the wiser.
but we'll see.

hall 7 prometheus production on friday!
a close to full house attendance made all the difference i think.
thankyou to the darlings who so willingly bought tickets from me,
and thankyou to all my fellow casts and the crew involved.
its been some insane months in lieu of this production,
tho i really did loved the whole process.
am secretly hoping we could stage a musical next year haha.

sat night at chimjes upperclub!
for nus dancesport dinner & dance where we were invited to perform.

photos below.
the rest are on fb.







wah we really couldve danced all night.
mini competitions, performances and all.
only served to fuel my desire to master all 10 ballroom dances.
someday hur.















post party at good ole harry's bar.
where we got kinda high and started belting out songs.
embarrassment much haha.



prometheus bunk in day,
and actual production day!







richard & sophie.








casts yay!





while waiting in the wings.



























post production.













ballet concert this sunday!
serious madness.
need to catch up with my lit readings alrdy.
1st class honours seem so out of reach suddenly.

im going chunkfest!!!!!!!

just so you know,
you always make my day.

love,
saffie.

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golden

happy 20th to mr foo zhiwei!
celebrated his birthday at robertson quay yest.
pretty quaint places with gd ole italian cuisine.
missed yall.
farihaha, mel!
and wheres rararachy?

















unglam much in an atas place.



















hall 7 dinner & dance.
heaven & hell themed.
cubo darlings came over to dress up in my room.









grecian gods/goddesses entourage.















hei bai.







pageant ppl.





19th jcrc.
















seniors yay.



i thought i knew better but guess not.
feeling like a sunny side down.

on a side note,
i really looooove CDP101 like mad.
and ive been attending classes religiously hahahaha well done me.

love.
saffie.

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spray

this weekend's been the ultimate shag fest,
but thats nothing new already.
been really tempted to skip certain morning classes!
but i resist, i resist.
need an awesum GPA this sem.

out of fancy and madness,
i went for ntu wakeboarding initiation.
quite an experience even though ive cable skied before.












before that was a nightful of cycling with hall people.
im the worst cyclist ever i swear haha its really sad.





















longest time ive gone without sleep in awhile.
life's been the craziest these days.
eat, sleep, study, dance, prometheus rehearsals.
ive been so happy but so weary.

i miss the studio so so so much!
so sorry ive been MIA for the longest time ever.
):

come and support me at my hall production okay!
4th sept, 730pm at lee foundation theatre!
tickets at $15 each so come and ask me more.

love,
saffie.

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petals

hello yr 2, sem 1.
have settled comfortably back into hall since.
week 1 was tragically busy though.
excited much because val's in hall 1!!!!
we can crash each other's rooms anytime now.
am still rooming with wooshy rong hahaha.

hall freshmen welcome dinner!







hall foc!
where cubo won best og and were 2nd for amazing race.
so so so proud of yall.
too many photos everywhere la.
so heres some.
of waterbombs, beach games,
and how i got dunked.
shag like shit but so worth it.







































gala night.
with a couple of exchange students.



sgdf dancesport championships.
all dressed up for the gala dinner.







spent national day at roystonn's with the rest.
photos another time.
oh and i have an awesum timetable this semester hahaha ask me!
praying hard i get chosen for instep!
overseas exchange pls.

body aches all over now.
dance soon!

love,
saffie.

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bomb

the end of one awesome week heralds another.
i dont know whether to be grateful or paranoid,
that things have turned out this way.
but we'll see as it goes.

helped out at sgdf dancesport open champs at sg expo.
next yr i wna be dancing and competing there!
hopefully ah.
so much gorgeous dancing and elaborate costumes wahh.



yay proud of yall.







post hss foc mambo night.























the night i lost one of my earrings,
and killed my feet with all that dancing.

okay hall foc begins tmr!
i want xiaolongbaos after that!!!!!!

love,
saffie.

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clockwork

hullo!
im alive yknw so thank God really.
its been one epic week.
was pretty damn sick before all these nonsense,
but am surprisingly bright and bushy post foc.

just tdy,
went back and completed the 2 banners all at one shot.
thank you ben for being my supersupersuper subcommer.







welcome to your home away from home.
come unleash your talents,
you were meant to shine at hall 7.
yay.











joyce's awesum 21st!
an ethnic affair,
at haw par villa's hua song museum.





museum tour turned camwhoring session for us.





birthday girl!
hello kitty girl yay.
seeyou tues for suntanning!





terrorist hor.



one of the party games haha.







i like.



i fly.



ntu dancesport always always.









fratellanza 09!
NTU HSS FOC FTW.



liwei!
gotta luv my fellow fright night programmer,
for enduring all the logistical shit and planning with me!



orkos in action.







wah im how extra hahahaha luv kuza too.





fratty fratty lenza.







some SP lurving.











orko returns!







hall 7 foc aftr tis wk of respite.
amazing race to kill.

i missed yall so, sigh.
you have my love.
lets keep dancing!

love,
saffie.

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starry

if you know me,
you'd know im not one to lose my cool.
but the past hours left me so so flustered i wanted to cry.
still on the verge of recovery, but thank God i havent got a fever.
had the longest day ever.
danced till my thighs and ankles ache so bad,
yet theres a million and one more things to be done.
HSS FOC day 0 soon omg may all things go fine.

anyway,
heres another one of aj 32/06's spontaneous class outings.













i feel like shit now.
hope i didnt overdose on panadol.
tmr will be better!

love,
saffie.

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teapots

today i reread alice in wonderland,
and some bits of through the looking glass.
love all the quotes and philosophical subtlety which makes for deeper reading.
just dont read too much into it.
after all, the cat said we're all mad here.
im sure we are.
oh and the fashion world is lapping up the whole ingenuity of a child like beauty,
big bows, ribbons to the likes of alice herself.

i got me some broccoli and eggs in my hair.



hall banners.



photos keep sprouting on my walls in hall.
val came with me to ntu for dance!
and helped me stuck the polaroids too yay luv you.



a failed orko gathering hurhur.
k la not so fail.
bananas to those who came.
:D





hair hair hair.



oh and im a certified standard 1st aider hahaha.
busy times ahead.
2 upcoming focs!

jst so you knw im happy,
if you are too.

love,
saffie.

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wheels

oh perfect weather for wellington boots.
so have to flaunt em in the streets again someday!
had quite an awesum week,
having taitai style high teas,
dancing nearly everyday,
and meeting up with everybody.
am secretly hoping next sem arrives alil later.
upcoming focs!
excited much.

spent the whole wkend with hall gls,
for a standard 1st aid course.
kissing CPR dummies all.





harrys bar with the longlost piggies.
and the army boys were missed!
night cycling and paintball soon ok!













and a very adrenaline flushed friday.
trekking and basically doing some nature loving.









swimming aftr that,
before dance dance dance.
and popeyes at the flyer after.
loveliest sunset ever.
(:





oh dimsum is awesum,
enough said.
buffet style is best.









dancesport loving.





how come look like yoga!!



today i will be happier than a bird with a french fry,
or a superwoman with a superpoodle.

love,
saffie.

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chariot

oh hey.
will relinquish my superwoman role when this week ends.
hall seniors' night yesterday!
first event with excess food tsk.
more meetings and events to come.

hmm have been craving for a real break since donkey years ago haha.
nonetheless love much for everybody who supported me all the way,
and for enduring my inevitable crankiness sigh.

aj alumni choir's debut concert at YMS!
you dont know what you missed out!
hahaha revelation of inner bimbos.
we so have to do something like this again.
sing, feel, love!
always.

instants from my polaroid.



oh you sexys.





moulin rouge.



blue moooon!



darlings who came to support us!







post concert madness.




ahem the lovely poster.
by me hahaha.





memories of the big day itself.







camwhoring is second nature to us hahaha.







female chorus.



jiemin!



dancesport darlings who came.
and lydsie i'd wanted to take a photo with you!!!!
):







choir batch mates!



digressing alil.
randoms from the rulang leadership camp.
awesome instructors from evergreen yay!





with our individual group flags.



serious photospam on facebook man.
exciting day ahead!

love,
saffie.

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pony

hullo!
this week has been a series of highs.
which makes me more excited than weary,
and adrenaline flushed to the max.

prelude to our debut concert tonight!
some rehearsal photos.













2 and a half days leadership camp at rulang primary!
worked with the outdoor co ppl for the first time.
pretty awesum.
won the best group!







the sleepovr haha.



shopped at vivo yest.
madness much but i didnt get my reeses peanut butter cups.
):

love,
saffie.

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pretzel

kids camp tmr!
hope they dont trotter all over me.
okay am quite excited,
havent done camps in a really long while.

hall 7 foc seniors' camp!

gee als.
on a truck.





the whole com.



omg luv wanling's expression.









wet games.









ahhmazing race.
nearly died.





open air hair salon.













slpovr at zkai's.



some long lost shots frm the lomo baby.





































some effing busy week,
this one.
le sigh.

love,
saffie.

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hush

im sorry.
have been in a kboxy, karaoke party mood for one effing week already.
survived hall 7 foc seniors camp, got thru the interview for kids camp,
had a post practice sleepover at zkai's, had island creamery yay,
karaoke-ed with the jcrc ppl and played alot alot of sims 3.
still these dont make me any less busy.
so photos another time and i'll leave yall with these!

fav duet of the moment.



gorgeous viennese waltz.
luv this dance with its aristocratic airs and grace.
i can already imagine my wedding like that haha omgomg.



very excited for our debut concert at yms!
its been awhile since ive savoured that onstage feeling.
thankyou to the darlings who bothered replying my msg spam and buying tickets!

its good to have somebody to miss,
sometimes.

love,
saffie.

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rustic

hullooo yall.
i know ive been plagued by a recent spate of inconsistency.
have been busy with everything.
life is ballet, latin dancesport, teaching tuition, kids camp, choir, prome, foc prep, sims 3 hahahaha.
i know right, whats new.
doesnt even feel like the hols to me.
oh went to the pc fair yesterday too.
temptations abound hurhur.

sleepovr at kaikai's.
and her lovely cat.
horror movie marathon knocked me out.
i fell aslp at the 2nd.

there were more of us but everybody concussed before we could camwhore more.







poodles day out to the old school.
and a very early breakfast in a long long time.



pyong's bday,
and infamous unglam shots hahaha.





one of kaikai's many bday celebrations haha.
cant fault me for craving sushi again.





failed bday surprise for kai tsk.
but oh look we all have pumb bobs.
SIMS 3 DAY.








mad people.















off for ballet nw.
then back to hall for foc seniors camp.

oh you have no idea.
(:

love,
saffie.

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burning

and if i could tell you this were true,
that we'd give you all the love in this world.
maybe you'd us give some semblance of trust.

anyway this is really really good!
they dont call wade robson the choreographer of our century for nothing.



dinner gathering with the 4e4 girls!
followed by rockin without smokin concert.
fire fight and plain sunset!
support local bands okay hahaha.







before that i had no sleep all night,
volunteering with hall 7 ppl for adidas sundown marathon.
didnt see chionh and shiying tho!
oh and i ran with an old old man for his last few stations hahaha.
i'd never be able to do an 84km i think.
might kill me.





HSS bash at attica!















apple was trying to teach me some moves hahaha.













danced last night.
oh and got locked out of my own room in hall.
hahaha oh and we went to food expo.
be off now!

love,
saffie.

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barbiegirl

because i am suddenly overwhelmed by nostalgia.
:D











love,
saffie.

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notes

i wrote this for you.
yeah i sure wish i did.

http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/

"The sky looks like it's falling.
But that's only because you're about to fly."

kfc day.
because cravings must be fulfilled.







went for aj's 25th anniversary concert afterward.
so much fanfare for a combined cultural concert!
but so very proud of ajchoir.
choir, dance, CO & band all attained gwh so yay.

HSS FOC seniors' camp from fri to sat!
have only got fright night photos here.
extended thanks to all my lovely ghostlings!
for allowing me to smear face paint all over you,
and placing you in dark, obscured corners.
anw the real deal wont be held in school haha.









with the female ghosts.



evon the living dead dolly!



fright night programmers!



some lomomomo moments.

dingtaifung buffet day.
i think holland v's quite lovely at dusk.







max brenner day.







and a note to the cook.



joyce!
and our bloody bloody iced creation hahahaha.
chili and wasabi ice shavings ftw.



thankyou.

love,
saffie.